Wondering

I always wondered what I would think or do if I ever encountered my ex-fiance again. Well, through the magic of Facebook, she contacted me tonight.

I went cold, because our parting was a tad one-sided, or make that one-decided. She just kind of dumped me with no real explanation. When she got married a few months later (within the year), it kind of dawned on me that maybe, just maybe, she had met someone else that floated her boat more.

Which I could handle. I was more upset that, with her being my best friend for so many years, she just shut me out cold. It's not like we had imaginary conversations or anything. I actually talked to her in person and on the phone, and she talked back. Until she discarded me.

Anyway, I realize now it's better that we didn't get married. But that was a really big wound that just kind of scarred over after a long long time. (add a few more "long"'s to get a better picture -- then double it)