Friday, August 13, 2004

A waste

That's what my life seems to be: a total waste.

I have fun sometimes. I can make people laugh sometimes (no longer at my own expense, either). But I can't do anything. especially not anything I would like to do. I suck at everything, it seems. I used to think I could do something, be something. Not just alas, but alas and alack, I was just fooling myself. Back when it mattered, I could have done most anything, but now....

At least God loves me, I guess.

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